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Name: lordbert
Country: United States
State: Michigan
Birthday: 11/6/1982
Gender: Male
Expertise: Read.... The only thing that I think I am good at is capturing emotions... Let me know whether or not you think I am.... and when you leave comments... please only leave comments about the poem and how it effected you..... if you have any other comments..... leave them on my other site ..... thanks....
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art
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Member Since:
9/9/2003
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| Smiles like razor blades
cutting me deep
making me bleed my true thoughts
Words like bulletts
shooting through my soul
making me drop to my knees
I know you didnt mean to
know you never meant to
knock me down to this point
But your razors and bulletts
have helped me to see
the things that i must change
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| For Cyndi:
The birds that fly, bring a hope for tomorrow.
They bring a peace to my soul.
As i watch them pass over me,
i see my soul soar with them.
I see it fly high and see it dive low.
I see it spread its wings and float on the wind.
When they pass beyond sight my soul returns.
I feel it come back to me renewed in life.
Everytime my soul takes flight,
i stop and think of you.
For you are the wings on my soul.
You are the wind that pushes them up.
You are that which gives them life.
And i love you.
With every beat of my heart,
and every beat of the wings.
I grow to love you more.
For you have awakened in me something long dormant.
Something i have been seeking but never found.
You have awakened in me my passion for life.
You have found my weaknesses and loved me despite them.
My strengths have been found and you have helped them grow stronger.
Everything about you makes me happy.
And everything about you makes me whole.
I love you.
And as my soul soars on to new heights.
I pray you love me too. | | |
| this was written in an AIM chat window a few years ago between me and an online friend who i had at the time, we stated out in a chat room called that silver forrest and then went to a regular chat window, i have kept this for a long time and thought I would share it with you
the only things i have changed was that I condensed parts and took the screen names out, but all others things (grammer, spelling, ect are as they were, so, some it may be a bit incorrect)
here is a discription of my character just for reference
The white tiger-dragon is a creature that was created to be a protector of the Gods. With the main body of a White Tiger it is quick and agile. It also has the black wings of a dragon and a black dragons tail. It has silver cats eyes that look like they are on their side. It can spit fire and can create an ice storm with its wings, a deadly combination.
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ME: The Mountains in the land of the Gods were immense. He could only make out a single figure in the distance. He could see wings attached to a female body but not much else. He wondered if he dare get any closer or if he should just sit and watch.
SHE: In the distance she waited, standing tall in the trees. She purred softly for she could see him clearly. Her wings were half folded behind her and allowed any to see her body fully, and the red silken gown that lay over her. Her dark violet eyes watched to see if he would come closer. Her taloned feet dug into the tree branch for balance.
ME: He slowly walked forward wondering what a beauty like this was doing in these woods. As he reached where she was perched he stopped in awe of her form and grace, what was this creature before him.
SHE: as he drew closer, she loosened her grip from the tree, and let herself drop from the branch, landing just in front of him. Her feet planted firmly the talons vanishing, Her wings fluttering behind her as her silver locks flow down her shoulders and a little in front of her eyes. Her eyes, those dark violet pools gazed upon him without saying a word, Crimson lips curling to a playful smile.
ME: he desired to get to know this creature in more detail but he knew not how to go about it. He had never met anyone new before and to have a creature of this beauty and magnitude be the first one he met was amazing. He got up his courage and said: ~My name is Lord Bert, what my fair creature is yours?~
SHE: she purred, those violet eyes gliding of silver before her answer. A voice finally did escape those lips, a sweet romantic sound. So pure and innocent that it could be done by something of pure evil. The sound came softly to his ears upon the winds breeze. ~I, the Princess of Myst.. I am Leigha Thorne... an Angel of sorts...~ this statement was followed by another soft purr
ME: ~well my dear princess I am glad to meet you~ her purring caused him to loosen up a little and he softly purred back to her. He wondered what to say next. Knowing nothing else to say he said: my dear beautiful princess, where are you from?
SHE: she turned her head over her shoulder and gracefully lifted her left hand and pointed behind her. ~Past the Mountains... Deep in the shadows woods there after~ with that she looked back at him.
ME: he stood there gazing at her deep intricate eyes. He could get lost in those eyes forever. He could stare into those eyes and never grow bored. He stood staring at her eyes as he realized what she had just said. He was talking to a creature from beyond the realm of the Gods that he served. He knew not what to do. He had been taught to avoid her kind but it was so hard to. After all, all her ways were so inviting to him and his curiosity. ~My dear you say you are from the realm beyond that of the Gods? What is it that bring you here?~
SHE: Those lush lips curled into a devilishly playful grin as a soft chuckle escaped her. ~Aye, I'm from beyond the reach of your gods~ at his second question her eyes glided again with silver. She stepped ever so faintly closer to him, Her tender hand lifting and touching his cheek ever so gently. Her hand was cold, icy even, but to him it felt warm. ~The same reason you are here with me. Curiosity.~
ME: At the touch of her hand on his cheek he wondered what it would be like to stay with her forever. He wondered what it would be like to go with her to the land beyond his Gods. He could see in her eyes that she was here for a reason but he was not sure what kind of curiosity it was. ~My lovely friend I am but a mere servant to the Gods but you are free to do as you please. Take me with you, will you? take me to your home~
SHE: she purred gently, smiling still. her wings again fluttered behind her. ~There are great evils, far more crafty than I beyond your realm. Are you sure you wish to betray your loyalties so quickly?~ her question was quite serious. Should he fall in love with her? There was a chance he could lose his soul. In her old age and wisdom she learned a since of honor, and would make sure it was the wise of her prey to be taken. It was a royal thing to do, yet no amount of honor can cover true evil.
ME: He knew deep inside that if he went with her that he may loose his soul and that he may have to become her slave forever. He knew that but he so wanted to be hers that he wasn't sure if the price mattered to him. He was caught up in such a battle in his mind that he could tell she knew what he was thinking. ~My dear if I do go with you what will happen to me? Will I lose my soul? Will I be yours?~ He sighed heavy. ~I would give it all up for the chance to have you as my love forever~ His inexperience was speaking for him. And even though it may end up being his downfall, he didn't care
SHE: ~hmm... My Child, you know not what you are getting into I shall take you with me and show you, then you may choose for yourself.~ and with that a dense shadowy black fog began to grow around them. this was his last chance to back away before she took him away for a while. of course she'd bring him back. perhaps it was some kindness left in her from her past. or maybe it was a game. no matter. The choice would be his. The black myst grew more about their feet lifting them from the ground. it was cold to stand upon yet somehow supported them.
ME: He wrestled in his mind over whether or not her wanted to go. Well, it wasn't so much that he didn't want to go as much as whether not he should. He was lost and confused. He looked up at her ~Will you promise me one thing? Will you promise me at least one chance at being you love? One chance at being the one you hold dear? I have been granted the gift of being able to change to the form of my true love for only one month of my entire life. Whoever becomes my true love shall have me as theirs for one month will you allow it?~ He prayed to his Gods that she would
SHE: she purred and again smiled softly at him, almost in a motherly way. ~My heart is cold and empty. your concept of Love is distance and unknown to my kind.~ she laughed ~Though, I can change my form to any that you desire. I prefer this one. Shall I give you a taste of that which you desire?~
ME: ~Oh please do. Please, please do. To have someone who looks like me would be wondrous indeed.~ He wondered if her claims were true. Could anyone be truly unable to love? Was he so new to this that he did not understand the meaning of love? What was all of this that he was feeling? He didn't care. For some reason he wanted to be with her and do what it took. ~My dear, please show me your abilities. Show me you can be like me~
SHE: ~Alright,~ upon her forehead he could notice a star, purple and grey almost like a scar and it began to glow. the shadows curled around her body as her red silken gown melted away leaving her half covered frame nude. then her hands formed into tiger's paws, with the claws extended. as did her feet. from there the transformation moved up her arms and legs till she was on all fours. her silver hair became a flowing silver mane her gray wings stayed in the middle of her back . Her fur coat was light gray almost white, with black strips. again her violet eyes peered at him. as her newly formed tail swayed back and forth gently
ME: He stared in disbelief as she changed. How could this be true? As she finished her transformation, he knew that she was more powerful than he had thought. She was more than he could imagine. And yet he knew that inside of her had to be some remnant of love, some scrap of hope, something that would allow him to be hers and her to be his. He knew not how o go about it. All he could do was watch her. He walked up to her and circled her. As he came around the front of her he gently kissed her face. He hoped that it would bring out whatever love was left in her, if any.
SHE: A purr escaped her lips. she shook her head. she knew what he was after. ~That won't work my friend. the love in my soul that you are looking for is long since passed.~
and that was as far as we got for she was called away from the computer. hope you enjoyed it | | |
| I'm not sure why but this is an old one that caught my attention
its about "love at first sight"
hope you like it
I try to write you
and words fail me
i try to explain
and my thoughts run away
i sit here thinking
but I'm not sure of what
I want to tell you
but i don't know how
how do i tell you
that i want to be with you
how do you make me
smile so much
you've got my mind
and I don't want it back
you've taken me over
and i really don't mind
you smile at me
and my heart melts
you touch my face
and my cares fall away
i don't want to leave you
even though you're not mine
I'd rather be with you
than anywhere else
I know this is a lot
in such a short time
but you've got my attention
I just hope i've got yours | | |
| "how is it that i cant just grow up
how is it that i cant just be the man i want to be
i try so hard
i really do
but no matter how much i try to move on
how much i try to make that next step
it never ever seems to happen for me
i try to make the right choices
try to make the world a better place for having me in it
but every time that i attempt to it all goes down the drain
it starts that slow spiral down
that slow turning spiral that ends up in a place that no one wants to go
i have tried and tried over and over to get it right
i tried everything in my power to make it happen
but it just wouldn't happen
just could not get it to work
not sure what i am doing wrong"
As he spoke these words to the doctor he knew he had touched on something
he knew he had found a light at the end of his tunnel
maybe he had been trying to hard
trying way to hard to make work something that would have worked anyways, if only he'd let it
"wow, i never realized that before,
thanks doc, you're the best"
as he walked out the door he realized something else
the doctor had yet to say a single word
"you know", the doctor said, "sometimes i do my best work without saying a word."
he turned and walked out of the room with a whole new outlook on life
one that amazingly he had given to himself | | |
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